Someone who will choose me and be loyal to me regardless of the hardships we may face in our relationship. Clearly, I am not that person.Īnd I’m sure you can understand that I deserve better, too. You deserve to be with someone you can be honest with when you have a problem instead of seeking comfort in someone else. You deserve to be with someone you can choose everyday–not just when things are easy. However, I will always have it in the back of my mind that I was not good enough, and I sincerely hope that one day you will find someone who is.Īs much as I would love to work things out, I could never subject you to a life with someone you are not fully content with. You hurt me in a way I would never want anyone else to experience. Although, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t hurt. I wanted so badly to be angry with you because I thought it would make it easier for me to leave, but in all honesty, I’m not angry. I let you see me when I was vulnerable and scared and I let my walls down for you. I shared my family, my friends, and my home with you. You must have suffered some sort of discontent or else you wouldn’t have felt it necessary to cheat. I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and I’m sorry if I wasn’t always the best at showing it. I’m sorry if I ever did anything to hurt you or make you believe that I didn’t love you with everything I had. I have a tendency to get emotional and jealous and insecure, but you stuck with me anyway. You gave me a love that I will always remember and for that, I am eternally grateful. You’ve taught me to be a better, more understanding, and more open minded person. You were patient and kind and never stopped trying to make me happy. You gave me so much even when you had little to give. I am so honored to have been a part of your life at all. I know you meant it when you said you were sorry and I know you tried your best to make things right. I hope you know that despite everything, I don’t regret being with you, nor do I regret giving you a second chance after what you did. We both tried our best, but at the end of the day, trust was broken and there really isn’t much we can do. I’m sorry that things didn’t work out the way we wanted them to. Being with you has been one of the greatest adventures of my life and I will always hold you in my heart. I want to start by saying that I love you so much.
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